A moment of lust,
Mistaken as a moment of love when your heart rate reaches new heights,
I have no will to fight this feeling,
A feeling missing for so long that I don’t care what it means,
Craving for love even when I know it’s not real,
Because I’m a complicated deal with a poker face of steel,
You’ll never know how I really feel,
Still a victim of deep wounds that fail to heal,
Scared of nothing but my own mentality creating alternative realities that I know aren’t quite right for me,
Even I ask myself why?
Why I go back to the same person that makes me cry?
Die a little more inside as I feel my pride shed away,
Stay in a place that has no place for me,
And I wonder why I can’t be happy,
I don’t let myself be,
I’m the one destroying me.
T K Williams-Nelson
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